The Moody Hummingbird




I'm Léa , a 19 year-old queer trying not to get lost.
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Goals in 2013

  • Keep getting happier
  • Learn to skateboard
  • Write more
  • See my friends
  • Meet people
  • Be more confident
  • Go to London
  • Stretch my ears
  • Be more healthy

I NEED to move OUT !

ASAP

Revision week day 1

I am so procrastinating. Next semester : learn regularly.

Never thought I’d see the day when I would be able to say that :D 
I just bought these amazing platforms from ASOS.com. I can’t wait to get and wear them !
The haircut I want and will have in January or something. Yes, getting gayer everyday :P
Fuck politically correct and annoying insinuations.
Piercing rambling :)

It’s been quite a while that I want to have my second lobe pierce and I even want to stretch it a bit. I think it would look sooo cool ! I need to go to that piercing and tattoo shop next to my house, no excuse, it’s really close and I already had my helix done there.

Oh and if any of you guys had any tips on where I could find an helix piercing with a pendant (don’t know if you see what I mean). I’m bored of my old ones so I thought it would bring a nice touch :)

I need to know when to shut up and not ramble about myself.

Now would be a good time :-P

2 days ago, I was astonished when I opened my letterbox and found this tract which said how wrong the French president was to suppport gay marriage. It said it was anthropologically and moraly wrong, that it would lead us to the decline of our society. Just before throwing arguments about how inhuman it would be for gay people to have children, they ended the thing about marriage by saying it was just a claim from a community and that, next they would allow muslims to be polygamists. As if all muslims were polygamist, and as if it was a relevant point. WTF is wrong with these people ? They are homophobic, racists and I could go on. And WE are inhuman ? I was honestly frozen with disbelief in front of such stupidity.
I like being alone.

bury-my-castle:

I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone.

I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone.

It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.

I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.

But when I see a mother with her child;

A girl with her lover;

Or a friend laughing with their best friend;

I realize that even though I like being alone,

I don’t fancy being lonely. 

The fact that this is so accurate to describe what I feel is creepy. Even creepier than the 260 000 notes.

(Source: gbass, via drinkmetasteme)

I just watched the MTV documentary “Stay Strong” about Demi Lovato and her struggles about her eating disorder, self-harm etc. So many things that ring a bell. Made me cry…

After watching it I listened to her last album. Her music isn’t what I usually like but some song’s lyrics are really accurate to describe what I feel.

Anyways, just a quick post to tell anyone who is struggling with all that that she can be inspiring, not as a singer, but, you know, as a person, who experienced bad things but who’s in recovery. Sometimes it’s good to be reminded than we’re not alone and that we can get better.

Love you all ;)

<3

First day in college tomorrow : I’M FREAKING OUT !
At diner
My stepmother : Potatoes are really a FA-BU-LOUS vegetable !
Me (in my head) : that's a point of view...
☞My new (other) blog !☜

This blog will be about my little world, books I read, movies I saw but also nice websites or boutiques and all these little things that I want to share and take to my dreamy faraway cabin ! More texts than in this one :)blog
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